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hey its been awhile!~
today i spent my whole afternoon replacing my cards XD and had my mini self outing .

my travel route for yesterday
1)home---->2)siglap posb------->3)home-------->4)pasir ris------->5)home------->6) pasir ris . xD

1) pack bag and left home
2)remake my posb bank card
3) get wallet to put bank card in and left my ic at home so i wont lose it
4)needed ic to make ez link card 
5)took ic
6) made ez link XDD

i felt a great sence  achievement and relief ( is this right ?) 
yea seriously when your english is bad its hard to express yourself trust me cuz i m one of themXD
well its one of my goals to improve my english over the hols but so far have not done any on that side XD
slowly :) celebrate and be happy for every effort of change made even its a small one :D
ill get ther some day

and when i was at pasir ris i coincidentally met jeremy XD and then i ask him along for prayer meeting XD since no one was following me XD (but shen hong and ailin will be meetin me at jurong)

i also went to each a cup for bubble tea and saw jia hui too XD she made the oreo crush for me and she put more oreo for me X3 no wonder it taste better than normal and the bubble tea beats the bubble tea in aussie flat XD thanks jia hui

was really happy to meet up with them

while waiting for jeremy to get change and stuff i took a walk around white sands XDand omg i miss shopping shopping centers in singapore.
aussie shop close at 4T^T and that is seriously early. went to comics connection and i was like miss all the anime stuff XD i resisted buying any anime machendise as i cant spent money so freely. (is there a better word then freely ?XD) but i bought a strap for my hand phone so i could keep a better eye for my hand phone and wont lose XD.

i was kinda emo over days back as one of my main goal going to japan is to improve one my self being more responsible , less lazy ,less forgetful,  quiten down, seeking god,  gain my parents trust too and il felt that i have learn alot there from my uncle and aunt plus god really show me alot .(actually got alot XD)
i was excited to be back to help others thinking i have change but the lost of my wallet crush my moral DX and then i cant really think straight i guess and felt like i cuz alot of troubles. then i felt i want to leave singapore but even at aussie i was still felt down mostly at my self and also felt that i have not put god first. but i really prayed and friends were there for me to support me and i there was one day i worship god till i cried XD thank god and one of my prayer is that hopefullly i can attend a church during the wekends and my sis told me the day before the service that we will be attending her friends  service :) i was so excited and happy and i know god answered my prayer :D god reminded me what my bro said "Conquer and not Complain, Get Better and not Bitter!" . i was bitter and complaining instead of conquering and getting better . well i have done something today to get better and something to conquer my weakness .:D praise god .

prayer meeting was jus awesome and god really put lots of good ideas in my mind right now . getting all excited again :)

tmr will be a fun and tiring one :D will be rock climbing with my friends XD woo hoo !~ well spaming "just be friends!!~" cant wait

well hope each day ull get better and conquer making each day a joyful one :D

god bless

Hahas its been awhile since i update my blog :) got quite alot to write.
jus wanna say i really miss you all back in singapore i cant wait to be back.:)
today was really great. i when job hunting for one of my jap class classmates  .
i think i was the extra one but it was really a great experience going round to look for job.
one of the sensei drive us around to look and my aunt recommanded the place where job are availble.
we then when into panasonic factory . i saw and the got feel of how was it like to get a job in japan
although i dont really understand what they were saying.


After that we went to a university to have lunch. The univercity was super nice XD (dont know how to discribe)
and the food was cheaper but still taste very good. i later spent the day at kuzuha court studying while my aunt went to plan pachinko .
and omg i think i spent like 3-4hr studying jap :O amazing how i was able to last for so long. many student was there studying to
really enjoyed the ambience.

well for yesterday!!
We wen to a amusment pak and i gotta selute my uncle . he followed me to a really big roller coaster ride . and its one of the biggest i ever took with like 5 loops i m not wrong. hes already 50 yet so daring XD plus he took it twice with me . he told me it was his first time taking a roller coaster rideXD we took a 3 hour ride there and really got a chance to really see japans country side.

the day before and before that
was jus awesome. i went to osaka the more busy part of osaka like umeda, namba and also the osaka . ive came across alot inspiring ppl . i saw many inspiring ppl . like a magician at the osaka castle. when i saw him i really dunnoe how to discribe. all i can tell he was really enjoying what he was doing. his smile, very polite person and keep thanking everyone.then there was a small boy crying and he quickly stop his magic trick and blow and make a bear balloon thing to cheer him up .the dancer on the street which practicing using th reflection of the window to practice and busker continue playing on the streets eventhough no one was realy cares.i can really see thier passion . 

i was at kinokuya while looking for books and i came across a indo which can speak 4 languages.( eng, jap,indo and chinese). she can speak all of them so well and even reading business book in jap.she jus completed uni like 2month and shes now working in a big medicine company .so impress and really motivates me to study my jap and learn chinese again XD.i also went to the anime street at namba . omg love the place XDDDDDDD . and really thank my aunt for help me get a big cute girl figuring playing the ufo game thing (claw game grabing thing). she was really good at it  .

well thats all fokes kind lame huh jus saying what i did .
 but heres a pic and please look very funny in this pic XD

behind me is the magician which i dont think u can see cuz i cant from here too XD part of the cousin is made of gold very cool.

 and i love thins so much all the plant were yellow XD AHHHH!!!!!! <3 it

hahas i learn how to post pic now XD well by now god bless

hey all :)
well i have been doing very fine :) everyday have been spent meaning fully :) although today i did not go out much but i feel today was a really awesome day :)
Hows your so far ? :D
Well if yours is went well GOOD FOR YOU you can go off your com already!!! XD (hahas jus kidding)
If your did not went well cheer up alright :)?
God saw you cry to sleep filled with worries, hurts and sadness but when you fall asleep he tucks 
you into bed under your comfy blanket and quite whisper to your ears.
" lets start it all over again tomorrow my child  have a good rest and good night "love your havenly father :D
stay positive okay :D i know your tommorow will be a better day for you .

I ll jus share with you something random .(sorry no photo drawing and stuff cuase i m not sure how yet)
 
But here

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something for you to enjoy while reading :) aiyo not working :(
link >>(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dn7yRXDZ4vg) got it from a movie i jus watch very nice ^^ see my facebook link

Well i see many people live all their live bitterly
While others live their live their joyfully . 
Well of course everyone have been thru ups and downs  . 
I dont live a perfect live neither any  one else and even you
some of you would think " those joyful people are rich ,they got a better family back ground or its because they got ........ which i dont have"
what ever reasons you can think of. but many rich people still lives bitter lives
Look at your hands ask yourself" what are good? ask what do you have in your hand? or who you are?"
some of you will think that you may have nothing , in lack.
i would say i am nothing too XD
seriously we all are always in want , never happy with what we have, always wanting more.
some of you say "live is unfair" and i agree on you that :)
we all are born to this world, some in poverty , some rich , broken family or what ever and we not able to control
but i say to its not what you dont have but it is using what you have and being happy with who you are :)
soilder with heavy plated armour with great title and achievement and swords that destroy thousands could not destory the giants 
but god  use david (people call him a nobody that time) having 5 stone in his hands to destroy the ALL the giants.
live life to the fullest :) with what you have :D does not matter where you come from but god a a wonderful plan for you
your story maybe bitter all this time and you feel your hopeless or your jus plain weird.
EVERYONE IS WEIRD!!! in their own way but that make us unique :) and god love jus the way you are.
but put your trust in god , start all over again if you have too. take baby steps :) god is going to paint a beutiful picture out
 of your inperfect live :)
think positively. god have great plan for you . you are your own limiter of your life .
how much you think youll be bless is how much god is gonna bless you.
always remember to be happy for who you are. you can list a 102983719837 bad things of yourself
but i say SO WHAT!!!!
i does not matter. stop counting your lack . lets keep moving :)
enjoy the journey . your live picture, your story :) god will be your light your path.
its gonna be beautiful one trust me :D

so wordy XD hahas smile alright :)look foward to each day . it will get better each day :D .
there will always be beautiful ppl to walk beside you.

jus wanna say i miss you all so take care of yourself  . ^^ see you soon 

Hahas i have been cycling alot the past 2 days XD not my butt hurts. yesterday i cycle over from osaka borders to kyoto sideXD . love the scenary.Pass by many rice plantation and saw alot of cute shiba inu <3 .XD  spend the today barbecuing with my jap class classmate=D.  the teacher are jap housewives , retirees or uni graduates . classmates are made up of ppl of many diff country and i even met a guy from peru whos name is "jesus" XDcool eh. all of them are older than me but they all very nice ppl X3 learn how to make japanese curry and hopefully i can cook for you some day to try. it is surprisingly easy compared to the curry we make in singapore XD will be learning more japanese cuisines from my uncle XD. i had to sleep on japanese bed to which  very simple yet comfy :D. i have significantly improve in my reading and i am able to read naruto comics (except for the kanji word DX)ＸＤ．but the problem is with my vocab and speaking , although i could read i could not understand what i am reading and i can barly form a sentance to talk to others or comprehen what the other trying to say to me hahas. its not improving as fast as my reading is becuase i very afraid of trying my best to form proper sentance to speak same goes to bloging XDhahas i very scared to type about myself cuz i scared "pai seh" or i might be scared of failing. but yea friend jus told me while typing this that " everything start from small begining " and yea for me it does not matter if i fail but i learn from those mistakes :D  i love shiba inu <3 <3 <3. they are so cute . =3 cya and oh yea i did not have the time to explore how to post photo but i post them on facebook if you wan to see them :)

Just arrive in osaka this morning and i know many of you reading this will feel very scam XD . i did not get the mon morning flight as it was full so i took  today morning flight .the flight was great. i always enjoy traveling and that includes bus, mrt and even walking weird huh XD. i like looking at the clouds from the plane :D thank god for such a great flight as alot thing made the flight so much more fun XD.well when i arrive at the airport all i can say is thumbs up for their hospitaliy XD temperature was cold about 10-15 degree. sent the whole day out with my aunt and my uncle and it was also my uncle birthday. ate lots of jap food ,do some shopping and when to see some sceneries (red trees :D) . we when into some temple too . saw a jap student in student running to the idol throwing some money into the some offering box and began praying as she seems to be sad and sobbing (perhaps she did badly for exams and she ran to the temple after school to pray). seeing thier fire in putting their god first really reflects on my spiritual walk and really stir me up in seeking him more and more :). i really dont want to make any day in this trip go to waste .well i had a fun day and my jap skill i leveling up XD hahas look and many mangas and daiso can be my good friend already XD(please dont laugh at my first post okay :D) peace god bless. and oh yea i tried eating apple in the flight but i failed hahas :D